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Meredith Schwartz ([personal profile] stakebait) wrote2004-11-18 01:24 pm

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Meme borrowed from [livejournal.com profile] rysmiel:

My journal is called _____ because _____.
My subtitle is _____ because _____.
My friends page is called _____ because _____.
My username is ____ because _____.
My default userpic is _____ because_____.

My journal is called Mud on the Walls because I was really annoyed by the introduction to a recent anthology of SF short stories which quoted someone (Ellison, I believe) describing the brave new fiction contained therein as being some kind of grand futuristic city with spires reaching to heaven and no mud on the walls. I've seldom read anything that so completely misses the point and pats itself on the back for doing so.

Real cities have mud on the walls. To me, good SF is precisely the SF that has mud on the walls, that shows who put it there and how it's different from the mud we know, and how it and they and we are the same. Cities without mud on the walls are like characters without blood in their veins: insipid, too high concept. At best, unfinished, or abandoned.

To me, this is not praise. And I think it's not an accident, either, that for all the contempt for the comfortable and familiar that is shown elsewhere in the essay, in the end the high compliment... sounds like a lot like the Jetsons' retrofuture.

This vision of what it means to be an artistic Movement, even the terminology of self-conscious movement, the glorification of the individual vision uber alles and the paranoia of the editor and the market as crushing that (despite some spotty lip service to the Will of the People, the People are clearly too stupid to know what's good for them), the rejection of comfort as cynical commercialism in the author and useless escapism in the reader, the exaltation of discomfort as the proof of merit -- this is not new stuff. This is, actually, kinda dated stuff, a very Modern conception of the artist.

And as a consequence, much more appealing to middle class educated white males. Another anthology with similar rhetoric admitted in its introduction, I believe by Michael Moorcock, that they had trouble getting work from women. I'm not surprised. Even those spires are Mighty Phallic.

I don't doubt the sincerity of their efforts, but this is not a viewpoint that makes room for a vision of a world you'd want to live in as inspiration and solace for those who are oppressed here and now, or for the renewed sense of personal efficacy that comes from watching a traditionally powerless person rise to become a fantasy hero, or for collaboration or conversation or oral traditions or any of the other historically feminine models that come out of tapestry weaving and quilting bees and old wive's tales instead of Starving in a Garret for one's Unique Vision, Finnegan's Galaxy, which the bourgeoisie will Never Understand.

Um, kay. Or that's the stuff I fled into genre to get away from. I like that us is them here, that there isn't any hard and fast division between the Serious Artistes and the Mere Entertainers, or between the writers and the audience; that we're all presumed to be going for, in good faith, the most interesting and compelling book we can on the subjects that interest us, and if there's some intramural sneering it hasn't gotten to the point that it's received truth.

The funny part is, I often like the actual stories in these anthologies a lot, and the writers they cite. Some of my best friends are books by China Meiville. It's the mission statements I don't like. What gets up my left nostril is the idea that I must like only this, or relegate everything else to the pile of guilty politically incorrect pleasures. The lesson I've learned from sexual politics is that any revolution premised on people being ashamed of what they actually enjoy has rot at the core.

I don't accept that art to be worthwhile must serve the purpose of spurring us on to change the world, that pleasure is reactionary and unsettling is king. Dude, I love a book that shakes me out of my worldview as much as the next obsessive reader, but if that's all you read you're not so much unsettled as peripatetic, wandering aimlessly from one jolt to the next until you don't even have a point of view any more, much less a place to rest from the journey.

I mistrust revolutions that want us to plow under all our flowers and plant corn, much less concrete. And much as I heart New York, it has its own kind of mud on the walls, from spray cans and poster glue and junkies and community gardens and the law of unintended consequences. I wouldn't want to live in a city that didn't. I sure as hell don't want to build one. And I believe if anyone did, it wouldn't last the day clean.

In the future they're envisioning, I'd be one of the people at the base of the towers, throwing mud on the walls to draw attention back down from the spires to the earth they're rooted in and the things that are only people-high, and hoping something sticks.

Phew. Verbose day, evidently. I'm sure you're shocked. Now for the rest of the meme. I don't have a subtitle. My friends page is called "friends", because I like easy, transparent naming where you don't have to guess. My username is "stakebait", because it was the email address I came up with for Spike for the RPG from Hell.

My default userpic is early Willow saying "I make my own fun" because I'm reclaiming my early Willow love, and because that's what I try to do here in LJ -- dorky yet determined to make the kind of entertainment I want and not wait for someone else to provide it.

It's really just a more positive restatement of what's long been one of my favorite quotes from Dorothy Parker: "If one cannot be happy one must be amused." A lot of people find that depressing, but I've always found it hopeful. Happiness may depend on circumstances outside my control, but I can *do* that.

[identity profile] ocean-song.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd be one of the people at the base of the towers, throwing mud on the walls to draw attention back down from the spires to the earth they're rooted in and the things that are only people-high, and hoping something sticks.

Yes! And that's what makes you so wonderful! That was an awesome rant. Something i wouldnt' have thought of, but totally agree. paved paradise and put up a parking lot scifi. grrr. wish i could be more articulate, but just wanted to pop in and say "you rawk!"

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

I should clarify that it's not that all the stories are about this kind of lifeless city or anything. It's just my going grrrrr at the attitude that makes that a positive metaphor.

[identity profile] copperwise.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
You rock. *hug*

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

[identity profile] byrne.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Whoa. Coolness. And I agree. :-) I also took the meme, but had far less to say. :P

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And I cheated -- this is a rant I've been planning to write for a while now, since I first read the second intro (and a third less notable but of the same sort) and realized this was a trend. I just never got around to it until the meme came by, and then I meant to just do a quick sum up, but once I got started I couldn't stop.
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[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I was totally there with you. One of the lines that got cut for messing up such segue as there was pointed out that often mud *is* the walls.
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Re: yes!

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee! Yeah, that! What you said!

If I ever turn this into a more formal essay, may I quote you?

Must look up the LeGuin, thanks.
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Re: yes!

[identity profile] aquila1nz.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 09:38 pm (UTC)(link)
And there's lots of mud in Le Guin. Dust, dirt, earth, mud, clay.

I'm pretty sure she talks directly about it in Wave of the Mind - her lastest books of essays etc.

Yes - and what luck it's online:

from Being Taken for Granite

"If I am stone, I am some kind of shoddy crumbly stuff like sandstone or serpentine, or maybe schist. Or not even stone but clay, or not even clay but mud. And I wish that those who take me for granite would once in a while treat me like mud.

Being mud is really different from being granite and should be treated differently. Mud lies around being wet and heavy and oozy and generative. Mud is underfoot. People make footprints in mud. As mud I accept feet. I accept weight. I try to be supportive, I like to be obliging. Those who take me for granite say this is not so but they haven't been looking where they put their feet. That's why the house is all dirty and tracked up."

The longer excerpt is here:

http://www.shambhala.com/html/catalog/items/isbn/1-59030-006-8.cfm?selectedText=EXCERPT_CHAPTER

There's a short story that brings imperfect people and dirt into a clean sterile space ship too. It's called "Newton's Sleep", in "A Fisherman of an Inland Sea"

Re: yes!

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I will check them both out.

Re: yes!

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, cool.

Have to admit I don't know how to write a novel without conflict, but I look forward to finding out.
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Re: yes!

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
No worries on the typing, and I look forward to following the link but I'm gonna be a good Mer and go to bed now. :)

Re: yes!

[identity profile] erin-c-1978.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Some People are all hung up on the you-use-a-bone-to-bash-someone's-skull-in-and-throw-it-into-the-air-and-it-becomes-a-space-station! thing when the first tools were probably stuff like, you know, baskets.

Totally true! My first dog was smart to the point of tool use, and the form it took was using an old deflated basketball to tote her tennis balls around with her wherever she went.

Re: yes!

[identity profile] justhuman.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! I thought about LeGuin too while I was reading. Goes off to order book and track down essay. Thanks!

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Also, thanks. I heart you too.
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[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
You're so sweet.

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
The lesson I've learned from sexual politics is that any revolution premised on people being ashamed of what they actually enjoy has rot at the core.

Oooh. Good line. May I quote you?

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! And by all means, do.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
If you want a more streamlined version, suitable for stand-alone quoteage, you could strip it down to:

I've learned from sexual politics that any revolution premised on being ashamed of what you enjoy has rot at its core.

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I prefer the first version, but thanks.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee! Thus proving the futility of editing. *grin* And you're welcome.

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
BTW, did you get my note on scheduling for NY? I'll be in town from monday evening next week to tuesday morning the next week. Any chance of meeting up with you? I'd love to catch up on onld times.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I did. Unfortunately the only time I'd have is lunch on Monday the 29th -- I've got dinner with another out of town friend on Tuesday, and I'm home at mom's doing Thanksgiving stuff from Wednesday through Sunday evenings. Would that work for you and Rose?

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
It might. I'll ask Rose later today.

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Lunch on the 29th is open, but we'd be limited in our mobility. We'll be at west 26th over by the river.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That could work. I work on East 26th St. I only have an hour or so, so we could meet in the middle or I could dash over to you but not stay long.

[identity profile] sinboy.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll ask Rose about it and let you know tomorrow.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Danke!

[identity profile] rivkat.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
This line jumped out at me, too. It neatly encapsulates what I want to believe about becoming a pornographer, though I slide back into shame from time to time.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I know it's hard sometimes. It was always dealing with the other feminists, the ones who honestly believe I am promoting the oppression of women, that made me cry.

You probably guessed this already, but I don't think any of us have anything to be ashamed of. We're reclaiming pornography, making it so everyone is sometimes a subject and sometimes an object and the creators and the consumers know each other and are the same people, so there's no longer a power imbalance or a gaping divide that being bad can strand you on the wrong side of. I don't see how that's not a huge win for feminism, especially as compared to making something furtive and therefore beyond our influence but not in the least stamping it out.

Plus, pretty.

[identity profile] halimede.livejournal.com 2004-11-18 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
And it's another instance of spurious commenting to have stuff emailed to me! I do hope you don't mind. With you expressing things that turn out to be important to me so beautifully on a very regular basis, I 'll probably do this fairly regularly. *g*

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 04:54 am (UTC)(link)
Hee! I don't mind at all, and thank you. Though it does make me think LJ should add an option for "email this comment to me", at least for public posts.

[identity profile] trinker.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
Yes!

Yes yes yes. And a little fannish squee about "I love Firefly because it manages to break down most of the argh-ful things about media skiffyness for me."

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks. And thanks double for pointing out Firefly as the perfect example of why mud on the walls is a good thing for SF. I can't believe I didn't put that together. If I do turn this into a real essay, can I quote you? Between that and the LeGuin above, there's like an actual argument here. With examples. Who knew?

[identity profile] trinker.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure I want it quoted as "fannish squee", but yeah. I'll stand by my assertion.

[identity profile] justhuman.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
Demand whatever sexual favors you would like and I'm there for you.

[identity profile] stakebait.livejournal.com 2004-11-19 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
*purrrrrrrr* Oh really? Must ponder my options. Clearly I should get ranty more often. *g*